Heryer karanlık
Pûr nur o mevki
Mağrip mi yoksa makber mi Yarab?

Ye elves,

head to the hills,

brooks,

standing lakes,

and groves

find me the plant

before sun.

'Beauty is truth, truth beauty,—that is all

Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know'

Müzik yavaş, adımlarıysa tamamen bağımsız ve sertti çünkü umursamıyordu.Seslenmek istediği sağır ve dilsiz; soğuk ve pastoraldi.Nazik olması gerektiğini bilir,saygıda kusur etmezdi.Gri adamlardan ürker,kendisini ardı sıra takip eden sert sessizlerden nefret ederdi, kaygıları komplike ve sıradışıydı.

Read all the love letters again, so empty they were, so indifferent she was.

sometimes it's too late...

If only we had shared a little more time together;

I definitely would save his soul.

But the truth is bitter,

I've lost him forever.

Dashed overboard and fell,
his body dissolving into foam...

Another Execution Takes Place

Enkidu asks Urshabi : 

Have i struggled for this? Have i shedded my blood for this? I have nothing in my hands now,the Spell has slipped away from my hands.Once i had the Spell, now it's gone. 

Now it's time to leave, I will lead the ship away.

None sing so wildly well, as the angel Israfel. 

Then world sink in silence .

Do not grieve for what you have left behind.
A far higher destiny lies before you. Only, if you would deserve it,
beware of being mislead by appearances.

One day Eurydice was running in a meadow with Orpheus when she was bitten by a serpent. The poison of the sting killed her and she descended to Hades immediately. Orpheus was son of Apollo and was blessed with musical talents. Orpheus was bereft at the loss of Eurydice that he composed music to express the emptiness of his life without her. In desperation, he decided to beg Hades for return. Many had approached Hades to beg for loved ones back and all had been denied.

But Orpheus' music softened the hard heart of Hades himself. Hades gave his permission to Orpheus to bring Eurydice back to the world of light with only one condition: Orpheus must not look back as he ascended. He must trust that Eurydice followed him. The journey back was long and difficult and as he glimpsed the light, he turned and looked behind him. Eurydice fell back into the Underworld.

I'm leaving you

I've got to go tonight.

Keep me in your mind

Till I come back to love you,

Keep me in your mind

Till I come back to take you worlds away...

Bir bilmecem var çocuklar...

kendimsiyemedim. arafsallaştı.better ın better ı olduğu kadar beterin beteri de var,sende gördük.buyurduk burdan yaktık, seyrine baktık...

farketmek gerekir ki; aslında, ne inbetweenness, ne de arafsallık sözlükte yer alan kelimeler değildir.

As the earth was hiding itself behind the wings of a pigeon

The moon was crying out of the sea of tear;

Crying twords the west coast of the sphere.

There I was carrying the clouds holding your dreams,

Carrying hard, though rowing on the stream,

With glass drops flowing under my boat.

You had no idea of the Anglerfish,

Hiding itself into the blue heap of moss.

Cause you couldn't live a life in the waters,

Frightened with sharp toothed sharks.

I could bring lilacs to your dreams

In a craze of rainy northeast wind.

The route was written in my palms.

I could dare the ocean.

Döner rulet, baz kayıp.

Bilemezsin geleceği.

Eskiyi bilmek de kar etmez.

Kaybettin, bitti.

Vaadedilen ve elde ettiğin de

Hiç bir zaman denk gelmedi birbirine.

Yolun sonuna geldiğinde çıkış aynı yeredir.

Yaşamak böyle nasıl?

Acı  bir çığlık kanar,

Uzar gider yüzyıllarca öteye.

Binlerce kelebek ölümü geride kalır,

Maviler, hazan rengine döner.

Keder baki.

Baki sükut.

Bil ki;

Bu, ne senden, ne benden ötürü değil.

It's the tarried grape wine

That you hold up in your goblet

Into the skies in the name of Bacchus.

If Apollon happened to see you

He would be frustrated for sure.

Besides,great deals of arrows

Did Eros plunge into your heart.

Alas, you're unaware,

Alas, you're drunk.

This morn i woke up.

woke up into the mid summer night dream

i saw the magic hands of fairies all around.

i saw how they put the magic in our hearts

love is a ridicule further,a tragedy

as we know from Pyramus ve Thisbe.

all we had was an absolute illusion

a pantomime trick or a mind confusion.

it was a mid summer night dream

we've lost it forever.

as i look through the caleidescope of my mind i always see the same garden. beyond the beauty of heavens,unique  and impeccable.the place of fairies, the kingdom of magic,the warm climate of laughter and joy.

there's always time between us not distances.and i'm tied to the deadlocked chance.

Everytime i  feel this i  turn my soul the oceans and I try hard to think that i still have time;the later the better.

yanılgılar yanlız yaşanır

When your eyes sought Shiba in my eyes,

The emptiness didn't mean indifference.

The moment you discover this,

One in your arms won't be me. 

çok değerli bir şeyi kaybettim.

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!

evet tesadüfler silsilesine birisi daha eklendi. gün itibariyle hayatımın gidişatını konfetilerle kutluyorum.tebrikler bana.

yine.ruhumuz özgür olsun yine.ses duvarları da olmasın bu kez.

belirsizlik bir lanettir. sorularla meşgul olmak istemiyorum.

çin

görünürde herşey mükemmeldi, yenmiycek bi nane ve şaka kadar mükemmeldi.kan kaybetmek istediğimi yanlızca akıllılar görebildi.

asal bir tartışma dönüyordu aralarında, bir kendilerine bir de çarpanlarına bölünebiliyorlardı.

aradı; açmadım. sıkı bir duyarsızlığa kaptırmışım kendimi, film izliyorum,bana ne.

Some detrimental choices

Liverpool 1960...

Fincanda türk kahvesi,Clarissa adalara karşı çayını yudumluyordu.Bir de üşüyordu sırtından içeri.

Bileğinden geçen yeşil kabloyu kesmeli miydi diye düşündü.

Oysa Septimus onun ve de milyonlarcasının yerine dün bu işi bitirmişti.Hoş...

Bu iş hiç şaka kaldırmazdı.

Gazetesini okudu ve ojelerini sürdü.Aklındaki düşünceleri def etmesi ve cici bir kadın olması gerekiyordu.

Bir kez daha sahneye çıktı ve gerekeni yaptı.

kırdığım bütün oyuncaklarım mutluydu kırılmaktan.bir tek senden emin değildim.

ne tesadüfler,  ne tesadüfler...